The subject of this post sounds serious... it is really serious to me, but not to others.
I am dealing with my "wants" & "wishes" and those are really not "needs", in a certain degree, those things are harmful to my body.
So, I have decided to manage it !
But I am not strong enough to fight that feelings on my own.
So, I use this blog to help myself.
Do not remember when I talk to myself as another person first time. It is more comfortable now.
I want to fight this feeling and to remember, to record that, I am gonna to win !
I think It looks silly =3= so what ? the target are reached, this is the most important thing !